Chapter 32: Bonding (Part 3)(Gillan's POV)
I set up the bipod of the M21 bolt action sniper Francis lent me for scouting duty. The scope was already zeroed in and apparently had night-vision capability. The wind and the smell of seawater from the Pacific Ocean greets me head on.
"Cool!" I said looking through the scope and aiming at few Infected that were roaming around the beach beneath them.
"Never got to use NVG before." The balcony gave a perfect view of the beach. Right next to where I set-up the rifle, there was an astronomical telescope used to observe the stars above. It was a beautiful night as the stars were shinning bright. It would have been more beautiful had it not been in the middle of a zombie apocalypse, the darkest crisis seen in mankind's history since either the 1962 Cuban Missile Crisis 1983 Soviet Missile false alarm and the Able Archer exercises. Of course, all of us in this group except the USN vet Jim was born at that time. The only thing that made this surreal as the sounds of explosions, automatic gunfire, and the sonic boom of F/A-18 Hornets dropping their Mk84 bombs on Los Angeles. Its fires can be seen lighting up the night sky from our balcony.
"Perhaps if these were more peaceful times." I whispered to myself. True, I always wanted to hang out with my friends in a beach while stargazing but never got the chance to do so. Not being able to go to that trip to Tabuelan will definitely be in my regret list, even though it was beyond my control.
A few minutes later, Gabrielle came to drop by. "Hey, I just wanted to get some fresh air for a while." She said. "Thought you might need some company."
I turned my attention towards her. She stood there looking like a goddess while the sea breeze gracefully blowing her hair. Damn, I'm really getting butterflies in my stomach. I said albeit uncomfortably. I'll never be able to get over the fact I killed her boyfriend yesterday even thought he was already one of those monsters and it was in self-defense. Yet, the alcohol I consumed was affecting my mind a bit.
"Careful, it's kinda cold out tonight." I told her.
"That's why I brought this sweater with me." Gabrielle replied with a short laugh as she placed her P2000 pistol on the arm of the chair. She wasn't leaving without it.
"Hey you know both of us never got to talk that much when I was part of USC Mountaineers. You don't mind if you stay for a while and catch up what has happened in the past two years?" I said.
"Sure thing Gill. Even though I spent more time there, I didn't really get to know you and some other members better. I wish I got to know more of you." Gabrielle replied. Now was not the perfect time but we both here, safe and sound. As for our fellow members, we don't know if they are safe or not. I haven't seen or even talked to most of them for two years now. Most went their separate ways after I graduated last April 2017. While I did see some of them or even bumped into them randomly between graduation and now, we never had a proper reunion. Even then, I don't know the status of the Philippines right now. Gabrielle and I can only hope our families and friends back home are fine. She has a sister back home and they haven't communicated since Z-Day began. A relief for our part is we know her mother and father successfully made it out of San Francisco and are on their way to Hawaii.
We were talking about life in general, from elementary to high school to the time we met in college during the "infamous incident" where I kissed her to the only time (prior to this) we hiked to Sirao Peak on January 8, 2017. She also mentioned about her first douchebag ex, someone she did not want to remember but felt like opening up.
"Remember the post you mentioned on Instagram you were bullied and bodyshamed before? Well, I got to say I'm really happy you overcame them and now you're successful. You're a CPA and they'd probably be jealous of you right now knowing you are much different than before." I told her.
"Aww thanks Gillan." She smiled genuinely. "You're so nice. I didn't expect you'd stand up for me to be honest." She replied, feeling touched. This all occurred before the apocalypse.
Thank you as well. You made me find my true self that day as well as regain my humanity again." I added.
"How so?" Gabrielle asked.
"I was just a husk with pure anger and rage for the past several months until I saw your post last September 28, 2018. I basically hated and resented everything. When I read your post, I really felt sorry for you so that's why I stood up for you because myself told me to do it. Now that I made you happy, I felt good for once. I made it a vow on that day that I would uplift anyone that feels bad or needs support. Well, short of white knighting anyway. I don't want to cross that territory." I replied.
Gabrielle was touched on what I said. A single tear fell from her eye as she held me by the shoulder. She was happy there are still good people out there, even after the Killer Pandemic struck the world. "You're a good man, Gillan. I should have known you more."
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"Me too, Gabrielle, but the whole mountaineering thing was a clusterfuck for me as I mentioned."
"Well, long story short. I thought I could join it since my thesis was done but boy was I wrong. Missing Tabuelan still hits me like a brick right now. The only time I joined with you guys was that unofficial hike with JJ and his friends last January 8, 2017. After that it was nothing. It was all in vain. The following month [February 2017], our class field work to Ormoc City was cancelled on the last minute because CHED[1] mandated it following the accident in Rizal Province that killed 13 students if I could correctly remember [2]. Fucking CHED! Couldn't differentiate a field work from a field trip. Ours wasn't for fun, it was official academic work. Since I was geared to go the Ormoc I wasn't able to go to the pre-climb meeting for Mt. Naupa. It would have been the last time I'd hike with you people..."
"At least you met us Gill." Gabrielle replied. "Your last five months in college was even more meaningful."
"As a consolation, I would take it that way." I said. "It was clusterfuck for nearly two years straight now a zombie apocalypse happened."
"Don't take it that way, Gill." Gabrielle said, her words comforting me like a pillow.
"Yeah, I just felt I had to open up and let it go." I replied. Above us, a trio of AH-1Z Cobras hovered towards the direction of San Diego. They were probably returning from a sortie.
And a that moment, we both felt the urge to be closer. I don't know if it was the alcohol in our bodies or the fact we are stressed from the past two days looking for a safe place. And all of sudden, just like magic striking us, we both locked eyes and shared a mutual kiss before pulling out realizing what we just did.
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"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that." I said, feeling bad for kissing her.
"No, no, I shouldn't have..." Gabrielle replied, feeling bad.
I did feel it. We were both jumping to the next better thing. Rebound if one must say.
"Look it was a mistake. Let's not do it again." I said as I thought I too made the mistake. Just a week ago, this girl named Kimberly dumped me. And now it was weird that a fling was here.
"I'm sorry too." Gabrielle said, tears falling for her face. "I miss him. My dear Charlie. Everything happened so fast...That's why I wanted to get drunk tonight...I want to try to move on from it. He would have wanted it right?"
I remained silent for a while, thinking what to say before replying: "Yes. Yes, he would want you to be safe and be back with your family. And yes, he would want you to move on from the tragedy that occurred yesterday and for the whole world."
Continuing on, I then said.
"Judging by what is going on today, we both can't deny there is a fling between us. But for now, let us remain friends. It's too early to start something. I can't do it too, I was dumped just a week ago before everything started." I said, but I had to be bluntly honest. Yesterday at Safe Zone Charlie, Jules told me that I had to say it because we might not have the other time say it. In a zombie apocalypse, all rules be damned.
"I see you more than as a friend, actually ever since we met two years ago. It just wasn't the right time." I said, my mind going back to that November afternoon. There isn't a right time though. No one could tell if we would make it all through this.
Bluntly, I then told her: "However, we can't be together yet. At least not this time. I know you haven't recovered from Charles. I can't blame you. As I said earlier, I was shrugged by this other girl I tried to date for nine months just five days before Z-Day started. So it would be considered rebound for both of us. I don't want to be known as opportunist who uses another girl as a comfort pillow..."
We both stood silently before embracing each other. It appeared that she understood. Of course now that she knows and I know, we won't be regretting anything should something happen to us both. "Maybe...It's my call after all." She replied, weakly smiling as she wiped the tears from her face. I nodded in agreement.
Just as this was happening, she leaned on me. Above us, the smoke trial of an F/A-18 Hornet above the night sky began to hum. "Look at those planes, did you pretend they were shooting stars?" She asked me. "Of course, I could really use a wish right now." I continued. "Hey, we both were still high school when this song came out." I chuckled.
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shootin' stars
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shootin' stars
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now
She hummed.
Kinda weird, finding this moment in a middle of a zombie apocalypse. Yet the moment felt magical; something I have never felt in my 22 years of life.
"Look what are those?" Gabrielle pointed out a group of jets flying in formation.
"Looks like a mix of Hornets, Harriers, and the new Lightnings." I said. "Must be coming from down south in San Diego or in Miramar."
As we watch the mix of Navy and Marine Corps F/A-18, F-35Bs and Harriers flying above the house we were in here in Huntington Beach, the reactors shine as shooting stars in the deep and cool night, just like B.o.B's song, only the grumbling noise of infected contrast this somehow amazing spectacle.
I could only think of one thing. It looked like the Gates of Hell are opening.
Operation Cobalt[3] begins
10 minutes later"Sorry to busy your privacy guys." Francis said as he entered the balcony, holding his HK416.
"Oh hey Fracis, sorry it's nothing." I said, trying to hide my embarrassment. Gabrielle too did same.
"Hmm, I sense a thing between you two." He joked. "Well, you better get some sleep since we would be leaving for San Diego. The other SWAT guys and Jim are on guard. I'll take over from here."
"Alright, thanks and good night. I said walking up as I held Gabrielle to her feet. I then accompanied her to room that she shared with Angela. "Good night, Gabrielle." I said. "Good night too Gill. Thanks for tonight." She replied. I then entered the other room and hit the hay right next to Spencer.
"It's all falling apart man." Mike told me, who was still awake.
"We saw it, they are firebombing Los Angeles."
"Yep, the radio said Operation Cobalt. There bombing cities full of Infected. Just hope this does not go nuclear." Mike said.
"God help us all." I said right before I fell asleep.
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Moments before Operation Cobalt"The number of deaths has multiplied in the Washington State as reported by local media. No official statement released from Governor Inslee...On the international scene, the Taiwanese navy accuses China to have sunken...The Pentagon has announced on initiating Operation Cobalt which involves firebombing major cities rife with infection..."
"Close this fucking radio." whispered Mike. Spencer, Jules, and Angela were already fast asleep while Jim was on patrol with his M4A1 while Gillan and Gabrielle were at the balcony scanning the beach.
It was late a night and there is a strange and awful silence, sometimes interrupted by the J-79 reactors of aircraft belonging to the California Air National Guard, the U.S. Navy, the Marine Corps Aviation and the U.S. Air Force. "LA is definitely fucked." said Jim as he looked by the window.
In fact, Los Angeles was now just overrun by giant flakes and a black cloud. "I hope they can still proceeds to the naval evacuation, of they don't, we are blocked between zombies and fires." Jules answered back despite his drunken state.
"Don't worry kiddo, they are surely evacuating and transferring every Pacific Fleet ships on the Western Coast." replied Jim.
"Well this is bullshit, what do you thin that the Navy can do? Marines, Army, and Air Force all have been fucked up!" The 19 year Frenchman said.
"Jules, get some sleep. You're having a breakdown." Mike said.
Thankfully, Jules went back to bed without incident. The following day, the group would leave for San Diego where part of the U.S. Pacific Fleet is currently trying to evacuate refugees to Hawaii.
Date: October 19, 2018, 12:45 am (Z-Day +2)
Location: Above Huntington Beach, California
Second Lieutenant Walter Hansen looked at the formation of F-35Bs followed by F/A-18 Hornets and older A/V-6 Harriers based from the 3rd Marine Aircraft Wing out in MCAS Miramar. In less than five minutes, they would be dropping their payloads on Los Angeles and the surrounding metro. The $115.5M jet - the most advanced and expensive fighter jet in America's arsenal - he was riding on was finally gonna see its trial of combat, against a fictional-turned real enemy. The Pentagon gave a go with Operation Cobalt now that on the 3rd day of the Killer Pandemic, major cities became nightmares crawling with the Infected. Cruel at is seems, the Armed Forces were running out of manpower to rescue trapped survivors.
He closed his eyes as he thought of the countless of innocent people as well as police and scattered military personnel still stuck and fighting their ground. But orders were orders. They were now considered expandable. No one would forgive the military for bombing the cities. He felt the anger and the sadness pulse. Everywhere, all countries around the world are bombing their major cities. Last time he heard, the Royal Canadian Air Force began bombing Vancouver, Calgary, Edmonton, Toronto, and Ottawa in conjunction with the Operation.
The aircraft were now near Los Angeles, its iconic skyline can be seen from their cockpit. Wildfires were already spreading from several blocks. They were literally fighting fire with fire.
ETA to Target, 30 seconds.
He closed his eyes again as the 30 seconds expired. As he was above the target, he glanced below to see hordes of Infected roaming the streets downtown. Without hesistation, he pressed the button.
"Forgive me." He whispered to himself.
"Bombs away!" He shouted.
His other fellow Marine aviators did the same. Their bombs hit downtown where the worse was seen. Thousands of thousands of Infected were vaporized with the fire along with countless survivors, police, and military personnel awaiting evacuation. The bombs shattered windows and buidings as more explosions were created from cars and gasoline stations in the mix. The fire reflecting from the cockpit, Second Lieutenant Hansen knew how fucked the world has become. As their planes swooped in to the ocean, they headed back to Miramar to rearm their aircraft and continue on with the operation.
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Author's Notes:
[1]
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Commission_on_Higher_Education_(Philippines)[2] 13 students, 1 driver killed in Tanay bus accident
[3] Fear the Walking Dead reference
Yep, I intended this chapter to be somehow cute and sweet between my OC and Gabrielle, but at the same time dissonant that Operation Cobalt was occurring concurrently. Why did I chose Airplanes as the song? Simple. I was on a nostalgia trip with 2010s music and it came in my mind all of sudden to write this scene. It could also be part of wishing for simple days, the same way our characters are doing when faced with the Killer Pandemic. Truth be told, drama and romance isn't really my forte.
Now regarding rebound, do you think it would apply in the zombie apocalypse? Because all rules be damned. One day they are alive and the next they may not be alive anymore. I somehow based this chapter where Takashi and Rei from Highschool of the Dead make out in the stairs in Rika's apartment while the evacuation of Tokonosu City falls apart. In that episode, Rei still wasn't over the death of Hisashi even though he became an Infected and was mercy killed by Takashi. Yet, we knew Rei was drunk when they made out with Takashi. And speaking of which, in the Machinima web series known as Bite Me, we all knew Shawna dated a douchebag named Devin while the main character named Jeff has a crush on Shawna for an undetermined amount of time. Now we knew in the second season, we knew Devin was killed and a guy named Derrick (who was Devin's bestfriend) basically became Shawna's replacement lover. Eventually as the series progresses, Shawna moves on from Devin's death and gets closer to Jeff, who teaches her how to use the katana. Derrick was against this at first but eventually accepted that Shawna was falling for Jeff.
What are your thoughts guys on rebound in a zombie apocalypse? Justifiable or not? Leave your comments below.